I still feel bad, posting about it didn't relief me, i didn't "confront " her yet as she demanded, She hurt me and she can't realize her mistake and won't admit it, saying sorry about the wrong thing and giving me the " take it or leave it " apologize made things worst. i was going to let it go, i showed her that i was upset and went away so i won't make things worst, i didn't want to be near her for a while to calm down. but she didn't let it go, she kept saying bad things, she sent some one to tell me what she wanted to say to me, i didn't say a word, she changed what she had said after - i don't know what -, i didn't act about it, i need a space far from her, i need the time alone, i told her i don't want to listen to you for now, she didn't respect that, she kept making it worse and worse! i doubt if this is fixable any more, for the first time in my life i didn't forgive, i didn't let it go, I'm so kind, every one knows that about me, but i won't let people hurt me anymore.
Labels: Friendship, Life, Unedited