Fairy Diary

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Ups and Downs.


Sometimes you wake up in the morning and you feel like the happiest person on earth, you like the weather it's so lovely, you look good, you go to work with enthusiasm and a big appetite for work and you don't stay a moment alone, alot of people calls you, your time is full with your friends and family, you feel loved and surrounded with good relations.


Suddenly at one stupid day, everything is just perfect, you go out with a friend, a '' Best Friend'' then she ruin it for you, she does the meanest thing to you! and you have the first fight in you life with her! now everything goes down, so down, you know you didn't do any wrong, you try to forget it and go on with your life..., but wait, suddenly the life is against you now! you wake up late, the traffic can't bother you more than this, you have no will to work, you seek for your special ones to feel comfort besides them as you always do, but again, they're not available, they're busy, every one else is not available! your mobile is so silent, no one is calling or missing you :/ i don't feel secure any more, no one loves me, i have no friends :(

Damn it how could things be changed like this, i mean what got other people and life matters to do with what happened to me earlier? it's all irrelative, but what ever, maly khelg shay el yoom ! Bad bad mood at the wrong time.


Then a simple miss call, joke, meal, chocolate, jesture or an sms will lighten your day, and get you back on track, back to the first happy paragraph of this post. Is it my hormones? (60% yes) am i so sensitive? (40% yes).

Strange how small things can affect our feelings and emotions, i feel like a little child, when i'm down and not feeling good, give me a little candy and everything will be fine. the candy here is just a small human touch from other people that will make you feel better again.

So don't blame it on life and say it isn't fair, it is , but you just need to spice it up with small little Candies and enjoy :)

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Friday, December 08, 2006

Can't Wait For The Next Weekend, Seriously!

Today is the last day of the Week.
Tomorrow a new Week will Start, The Week were i Will Be able to say:


THIS WEEKEND You Will Come Back !


Can't Wait till you come back, My Couch is waiting for you, The palms beach, starbucks, the secret place we used to walk in, and all the fun and good times , just were you left them last year.







MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU

enshalla terje3en bel salama

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Another Lesson From Life,

3 Things in A Person's Social Life are Precious, Must be used carefully or it will lose it's Meanings and Value, These Things are:

- Tears.
- I'm Sorry.
- I Love you.


One Thing is More Precious, and The more you use it, The more You become Valuable and Respectful.




FORGIVENESS


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Saturday, November 18, 2006

You Made it Unfixable

I still feel bad, posting about it didn't relief me, i didn't "confront " her yet as she demanded, She hurt me and she can't realize her mistake and won't admit it, saying sorry about the wrong thing and giving me the " take it or leave it " apologize made things worst. i was going to let it go, i showed her that i was upset and went away so i won't make things worst, i didn't want to be near her for a while to calm down. but she didn't let it go, she kept saying bad things, she sent some one to tell me what she wanted to say to me, i didn't say a word, she changed what she had said after - i don't know what -, i didn't act about it, i need a space far from her, i need the time alone, i told her i don't want to listen to you for now, she didn't respect that, she kept making it worse and worse! i doubt if this is fixable any more, for the first time in my life i didn't forgive, i didn't let it go, I'm so kind, every one knows that about me, but i won't let people hurt me anymore.

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A Lesson From Life

I thought she was a beautiful Rose

Until she hurt me with her thorns

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  • I'm Dawn Fairy
  • From Kuwait, Kuwait
  • A young Kuwaity girl, who needed her secret space to publish her thoughts and opinions without being judged by others or traditions. No one in real life knows me here in my blog, and no one in this virtual world Called my blog knows me in real life,,
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