Fairy Diary: November 2006

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Blah Blah...

I'm Bored.
I'm Numb.
I Feel Blank.
I'm Sick of Boring People.
I Became One of Them.
I Want To Have Extra Fun.
I Need Excitement in My Life.
I Want To Explore New ME.
I Want To Go Crazy.
I Want To Turn Every Thing Upside Down.
I Want To Join A Group.
And Do Any Interesting Activities.
Enjoy The Beautiful Weather and Not Hide Indoors.
I'm Sick of Malls, Cafes And Rests.
This is The only Fun in Kuwait?

Labels: Emotions, Life, Not Fun

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 3:24 PM | Permalink | Comments

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Where Are These Bloggers?

Papillona

FREEQ8

DR.Lost

I was going through old posts yesterday, and passed by through the Blogs i used to read when i began, i didn't know those bloggers, and once i was getting to enjoy their posts they Quit!
I Hope they are reading this post now somewhere, and i Hope they will come back to Blogging again.

ps: when i read FREEQ8's memories, i was touched and wished i lived in that time.

Labels: Blogs

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 12:07 PM | Permalink | Comments

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

شواطئ جروحي

ذهبت اليه لأشكي همومي

تأملت في أمواجه لعل أمواج عيوني تلاحقها

تجمدت مشاعري كما تجمد الزمان حولي

وقفت كالصخرة جامدة بلا نبض

حينها عرفت أن مشاعري كلها تلاشت

و أن نعمة البكاء قد سرقها الزمان مني

حينها ادركت ان دموع البحر هي دموعي

و ان هدوء البحر من هدوئي

و أن مجرد وقوفي أمامه كفيل بغسل كل مابروحي

كما يغسل الرمال على من شواطئ جروحي

My Comment on Kechie-Chan

Labels: Emotions, Life

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 8:50 PM | Permalink | Comments

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Another Lesson From Life,

3 Things in A Person's Social Life are Precious, Must be used carefully or it will lose it's Meanings and Value, These Things are:

- Tears.
- I'm Sorry.
- I Love you.

One Thing is More Precious, and The more you use it, The more You become Valuable and Respectful.

FORGIVENESS

Labels: Friendship, Life

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 9:55 PM | Permalink | Comments

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Tagged By Yazeed

Every one who reads it, comment on it is tagged, The Link

Labels: Fun, Tagged

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 12:45 PM | Permalink | Comments

Saturday, November 18, 2006

You Made it Unfixable

I still feel bad, posting about it didn't relief me, i didn't "confront " her yet as she demanded, She hurt me and she can't realize her mistake and won't admit it, saying sorry about the wrong thing and giving me the " take it or leave it " apologize made things worst. i was going to let it go, i showed her that i was upset and went away so i won't make things worst, i didn't want to be near her for a while to calm down. but she didn't let it go, she kept saying bad things, she sent some one to tell me what she wanted to say to me, i didn't say a word, she changed what she had said after - i don't know what -, i didn't act about it, i need a space far from her, i need the time alone, i told her i don't want to listen to you for now, she didn't respect that, she kept making it worse and worse! i doubt if this is fixable any more, for the first time in my life i didn't forgive, i didn't let it go, I'm so kind, every one knows that about me, but i won't let people hurt me anymore.

Labels: Friendship, Life, Unedited

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 10:19 PM | Permalink | Comments

A Lesson From Life

I thought she was a beautiful Rose

Until she hurt me with her thorns

Labels: Friendship, Life

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 9:52 PM | Permalink | Comments

The South Park ME;)

Based on No3ik Post, I Present:

Dawn Fairy's South Park Virsion in Different Occasions and Moods

Labels: Fun

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 2:30 PM | Permalink | Comments

Thursday, November 16, 2006

أظلم من الظلام

فتحت عينيها لتجد نفسها في ظلام حالك، حاولت أن تأقلم عينيها عينيها على الظلام للتوضح ماحولها... انتظرت و انتظرت ... شعرت و كأن زمن قد فات، و لكن قد تكون ثواني ثقيلة لم تمر بسهولة ... لاشيء!

تمد يدها لتتحسس الفراغ المحيط بها... فراغ، شعرت برجليها تتحركان بالفراغ لا اراديا، بل تسبحان بالهواء...
يا الهي هل أنا أقع من مكان شاهق أم العكس أطير ؟
أشاحت بوجهها يمينا و شمالا علها تفيق من الحلم و لكن ... لا شيء !

انها لاتحلم، فأطرافها باردة و كأن طبقة من الجليد تغطيها، بل كأنها بذاتها متجلدة لو أن شيء لمسها لتهشمت... و فجأة شعرت بحرارة تلفح وجهها بشدة رغم برودة أطرافها، أم أن هذه الحرارة متقدة بوجهها منذ أفقت و لم تشعر بها الا هذه اللحظة؟ حاولت التذكر أين كانت و ماذا فعلت و لكن ... لاشيء !

يالهي هل مت؟ أشهد أن لااله الا الله، يارب ارحمني و اغفرلي ... شيء يسيل على وجهي ليبرد لهيبه ... طعم مالح في فمها ..! انها دموع!!! أنا حية ... الحمدلله ... يارب أستفيق من هذا الحلم المحسوس أشد من الواقع.
فتحت عينيها على لمسة دافئة حنونة، و صوت ناعم مألوف .. أمي .. أنا مريضة .. انها تسقيني دوائي ، كم هو مر . غريب كيف لا أشعر بيدها التي تمسح على وجهي و تلامس كفي؟ هل هو المرض؟ لابأس سأعود للنوم الآن.

ظلام ظلام ثم ظلام أشد سوادا و حلكة، يا الهي لقد عاد الحلم الأسود من جديد .. أم أنا عدت ل ... أين؟ ماذا ؟ لا أعلم ! أصرخ و بالأحلام لا صوت للصراخ .... آآآآآه ..... يالهي انتفضت من قوة صوتها الذي تردد صداه لمدى بعيد حتى تلاشى .. أنا لا أحلم فلا صوت للأحلام .. و لابرد و لا حر ... سمعت حفيفا من خلفها فتجمدت مكانها من الرعب ... و أصاخت السمع ... هل سمعت شيئا ... طاااخ ! و كأن انفجارا دوى من خلفها، و كردة فعل لاارادية التفتت خلفها بقوة.

نور ساطع ... شمس حارقة ... غطت عينيها كي ر تصاب بالعمى ... طاااخ! ... ضربة قوية ارتجت لها كل خلايا جسمها .. دوار .. ألم قاتل .. لا أستطيع أن أفتح عيني ... ظلام ... هدوء ... ثم ...
لا شيء
!

Labels: From My Note

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 5:50 PM | Permalink | Comments

Sunday, November 12, 2006

EDIT

So I edited my Blog .. I added The Blogs I Read, My Profile and changed my Display Picture.

Think this is simple ? No, I don't know ANYTHING ABOUT HTML, so i did alot of copy pastes and reading between the lines. I'm happy now :P

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 7:14 PM | Permalink | Comments

Saturday, November 11, 2006

My Life Time Dream

I want a Fairy Tale ..
I want to live a Love Story ..

I want a Wedding Ring like the Movies ..

I want to go to Wonder Land .. and then live Happily Ever After

Sprinkle your Magic Dust over me Fairy

Labels: dreams

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 10:24 PM | Permalink | Comments

Friday, November 10, 2006

Big Q??

How can you tell some who is lieng into your face that you don't buy it ?

Posted by Dawn Fairy at 1:57 PM | Permalink | Comments

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