Fairy Diary

Note

2007-03-25T23:36:00.000+03:00

My new job is taking my time and thoughts, i have no time to post, but I'm happy about it :D

Ups and Downs.

2007-03-11T19:14:00.000+03:00

Sometimes you wake up in the morning and you feel like the happiest person on earth, you like the weather it's so lovely, you look good, you go to work with enthusiasm and a big appetite for work and you don't stay a moment alone, alot of people calls you, your time is full with your friends and family, you feel loved and surrounded with good relations.

Suddenly at one stupid day, everything is just perfect, you go out with a friend, a '' Best Friend'' then she ruin it for you, she does the meanest thing to you! and you have the first fight in you life with her! now everything goes down, so down, you know you didn't do any wrong, you try to forget it and go on with your life..., but wait, suddenly the life is against you now! you wake up late, the traffic can't bother you more than this, you have no will to work, you seek for your special ones to feel comfort besides them as you always do, but again, they're not available, they're busy, every one else is not available! your mobile is so silent, no one is calling or missing you :/ i don't feel secure any more, no one loves me, i have no friends :(

Damn it how could things be changed like this, i mean what got other people and life matters to do with what happened to me earlier? it's all irrelative, but what ever, maly khelg shay el yoom ! Bad bad mood at the wrong time.

Then a simple miss call, joke, meal, chocolate, jesture or an sms will lighten your day, and get you back on track, back to the first happy paragraph of this post. Is it my hormones? (60% yes) am i so sensitive? (40% yes).

Strange how small things can affect our feelings and emotions, i feel like a little child, when i'm down and not feeling good, give me a little candy and everything will be fine. the candy here is just a small human touch from other people that will make you feel better again.

So don't blame it on life and say it isn't fair, it is , but you just need to spice it up with small little Candies and enjoy :)

Why Talk When You Can Walk?

2007-03-05T23:21:00.000+03:00

Walking is a great sport, it's healthy, easy, you can do it any time any where, when you quit you don't get any bad side effects and it's Free.

I just started walking as a sport, and i hope i can do it on a daily basis, the weather is soooo nice and sexy these days, and i really feel good afterwards, more self confident and relaxed. and what made me more interested in walking is when i read about the Six-k club ( 7addy teshawagt ).

I didn't join them actually but today i took a peak at them @@, i was little bit late and i saw them on their way back. since i know no one of them, and the most of them was guys i was too shy to introduce myself:P Maybe ill catch you next time?

Anyway it's just the thought that there are a group of people who have the same interest, gives the power and the will to walk.

So put on your sneakers and go enjoy the weather.

My Latests Update

2007-02-25T23:36:00.000+03:00

Well here is the most important highlights in my life since the beginning of 2007:

- Quit my Job.
- Done my pilgrim ( Haj )
- Had a nice vacation with family in a sunny beachy place ;)
- Still single ( one potential standing )
- Had a blind date on valentine for the 1st time in my life - both blind and a date on valentine - .
- Got a training offer that will start soon.
- Took off my braces.
- Watching Lost and Heroes.
- Spent alot of money on Restaurants, Clothing, Shopping, Spa and Body Care, etc etc..
- Watched 3 very good movies that i highly recommend ( Blood Diamond, The Pursuit of Happyness and The Prestige ).
- Ate alot of Fagi3 this year more than any other year - yumm yumm - which i can't get enough of.
emmm what else? Guess since i quit my job i didn't get bored at all, I spent alot of time with friends and family with no previous plans.

عيدي يا بلادي

2007-02-24T13:35:00.000+03:00

كل عام و انتم و الكويت بخير

Thank You K.O.C :)

2007-02-16T01:05:00.000+03:00

Wanna see something nice?
Wanna feel that Kuwait is celebrating February?
Wanna say:

WOOOOOOOOW, Oh my God Look at that !! with a big smile on your face?

Just go to Ahmadi at night and see how it is dressed up with all these nice lights all over it, each light, tree and roundabout is flashing with beautiful lightings and flowers, neither picture or posting about it would describe it properly,

YOU GOTTA GO TO AHMADI AND SEE IT YOUR SELF!

!...بيض الصعو

2007-02-07T16:08:00.000+03:00

نسمع فيه ولا نشوفه

Does this Man Exist ? P2

2007-01-18T01:27:00.001+03:00

Remember my Dream Guy list? Well it didn't end yet, here is the rest:

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- Helps me taking care of his kids and home.
- Make sure our kids goes to private school.
- We're always together, even if we're in different places, we check on each other at least by sms.
- LOYAL LOYAL LOYAL.
- Ready to settle down and starts a new life and a family.

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- Never lies.
- Responsible.
- Smart.
- Confident and knows almost everything in life.
- If he see something he don't like about me would tell me in a polite way.

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- Understands me, knows what i want even if i don't - which happens all the time - .
- Silly and ridiculous in certain occasions, like lama nkoon fa9leen.
- Laughs at my stupid jokes and comments.
- Loves watching TV, Cinema, shows and movies, not Arabic of course.
- Loves to travel - with me - .
- Loves the sea - yes with me - .

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- Likes to take me to nice, romantic and peaceful places just to sit and talk.
- Patient with me, takes time to let me adjust and letting my shyness away - did i say it right? - .
- Take me abroad to complete our education together for a couple of years ;).
- Be my mentor.
- Again my best friend.

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- Shareeek 7ayaty bma3na el kelma.
- The other things like family, education and good reputation is important too.

Finally
- I Don't mind if he looks like Dr.Jack from lost :P

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When ever i find this man i'll be ready to say I DO, Any nominations ??

Does this Man Exist ? P1

2007-01-16T01:34:00.000+03:00

Well when someone asks me:

Shno mowa9afat fares a7lamech?
OR
Who's your dream guy??

I dont answer or just say: "wa7ed san3 o y7ebny". You know why? here is the reason or let's say how My Dream Guy Should be:

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- Handsome - in my eyes - @@
- Good athletic body, not too thinو not too fat and not too muscles, just normal workout muscles;)
- Finds me the most beautiful girl in the world.
- Crazy about me, and vise versa.
- Meltezim bas Free! as he prays, fast and makes sure he don't do something "7aram" but in the same time open minded o mo m3aqqad.
- Yghar 3alay bas be7dood.

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- Me and Him must be friends, we talk about everything, share same interests, we have fun hangin out with each other same as we're hangin out with our friends, and do activities together which leads to..
- He's Adventurous, likes to try new stuff and having no problems with it.
- Don't mind to learn new hobbies, languages, visit new countries or tastes new food
- Easy going, flexible and understandable.
- Friendly and kind hearted, sees the world in good intentions, just like me.

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- Moderate in general, he's not too funny or too serious.
- Knows when to laugh and joke and when to be 'tekana'.
- Wears both deshdasha and casual, not too fancy, roughly manly casual but mo mbahdal.
- Has good hair, NOT BOLD OR GOING TO BE!
- If he might be able to be bold, won't mind go for zera3at sha3ar.

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- Cares about him self but not obsessed with his look.
- Romantic.
- Loves nature, quite and cute little animals - kittens for example-.
- Don't get disgusted easily, especially from food - prefer he likes sushi-.
- Not a diwaniya addict, it's ok if he goes occasionally.
- Won't mind me going out with my friends say 2 - 3 times a week maximum?
- If he hangs out with his friends, he makes sure that I'm with good company - family, friend,,.
- When i get pregnant he would talk to my belly - his unborn child.
- Get in the operations room with me when i deliver, but stays near my head to support me and not watching unnecessary scenes :S .

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Think this is a very long list? then wait for part 2

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We Won't Forget Our Father

2007-01-15T23:59:00.000+03:00

الله يرحمك بابا جابر

I'm OK :)

2007-01-15T01:37:00.000+03:00

Dear All my blogger friends,

How are you all? i really missed you, I know that I've been gone for a while - and i apologize for not saying the famous BRB - , the reason is that i had some things going on that kept me busy, besides i have nothing in mind now to blog about, i didn't know that i will be gone for this long, , i didn't know when ill be free or what ill post again, that's why i kept it quite.

Secondly, the more important reason of this post is to say: "Thank You" for who commented on my last post, and "THANKS ALOT, IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME", to whom asked about me either by comment or by email, you really can't imagine how you lightened my day, i know i feel so flattered when someone misses me and asks about me.
I Love You All, i will try to find something interesting to post about, but if i didn't excuse me but don't worry I Am OK :)

Yours sincerely,

Dawn Fairy

Our Family is One Member less

2006-12-10T00:00:00.000+03:00

اللهم اغفر له وارحمه وعافه واعف عنه وأكرم نُزُله . ووسع مُدخلهُ . واغسله بالماء والثلج والبرد ، ونقه من الخطايا كما ينقى الثوب الأبيض من الدنس ، وأبدله داراً خيراً من داره ، وأهلاً خيراً من أهله وزوجاً خيراً من زوجه وأدخله الجنة وأعذه من عذاب القبر ( ومن عذاب النار )

اللهم اغفر لحينا وميتنا ، وشاهدنا وغائبنا ، وصغيرنا وكبيرنا ، وذكرنا وأُنثانا ، اللهم من أحييته منا فأحييه على الإسلام ، ومن توفيته منا فتوفه على الإيمان ، اللهم لاتحرمنا أجره ولاتضلنا بعده

آمين

Can't Wait For The Next Weekend, Seriously!

2006-12-08T17:28:00.000+03:00

Today is the last day of the Week.
Tomorrow a new Week will Start, The Week were i Will Be able to say:

THIS WEEKEND You Will Come Back !

Can't Wait till you come back, My Couch is waiting for you, The palms beach, starbucks, the secret place we used to walk in, and all the fun and good times , just were you left them last year.

MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU
MISS YOU

enshalla terje3en bel salama

Yoga and Money in KUWAIT.

2006-12-08T16:31:00.000+03:00

Yoga in Kuwait

I want to attend beginners YOGA classes, i want some place not very far (like salmeya - bede3)
i prefer a place where i can just pay for the yoga classes as i attend them, not like i must be a member in that gym or whatever place.

ANY RECOMMENDATIONS?

TIME = M$NEY

Since i spend a lot of time with the internet , isn't there a way that i got to do something and get paid for it? with no commitments.

ANY SUGGESTIONS?

Week End

2006-12-07T12:11:00.000+03:00

Wednesday Night:

Hot Soup, Lights off, Scented oil on the burner
Watching SAW 1

Thursday Noon:

Going to SPA TIME ..
You know the rest.

Update:

The massage was Great, i Recommend all the girls to try SPA TIME where you are treated like a queen. and Guys Try the Spa Men and tell me about it , is it good as the girls part?

Who Knew?

2006-12-03T16:48:00.000+03:00

That Private Work Could be AS boring AS Government work,, but with More.. no not salary ..
More working Hours.

Not a Post

2006-12-01T02:00:00.000+03:00

off mashala there is lot of blogger.. lot of posts to read ..and comment... being away from the net and blogs for few days makes you feel that you missed alot .. and it's difficult to catch what you've missed!

adding my favorite blogs put a pressure on me.. i know i added few blogs.. i read alot of blogs other than these..but don't have enough time, nor memory - in my head - to add them all.. and seeing my name on other blog makes me happy and embarrassed i didn't add this blogger.

hmm what else? i still feel like a stupid child in this world of blogging.

on the other side:

Feeh Kwaity ?

Why We Like Small Furry Cute Little Things?

i'm tending to forget alot these days :S i forgot to buy me 7aleeb kakaw for my bedtime :(

Blah Blah...

2006-11-25T15:24:00.000+03:00

I'm Bored.
I'm Numb.
I Feel Blank.
I'm Sick of Boring People.
I Became One of Them.
I Want To Have Extra Fun.
I Need Excitement in My Life.
I Want To Explore New ME.
I Want To Go Crazy.
I Want To Turn Every Thing Upside Down.
I Want To Join A Group.
And Do Any Interesting Activities.
Enjoy The Beautiful Weather and Not Hide Indoors.
I'm Sick of Malls, Cafes And Rests.
This is The only Fun in Kuwait?

Where Are These Bloggers?

2006-11-23T12:07:00.000+03:00

Papillona

FREEQ8

DR.Lost

I was going through old posts yesterday, and passed by through the Blogs i used to read when i began, i didn't know those bloggers, and once i was getting to enjoy their posts they Quit!
I Hope they are reading this post now somewhere, and i Hope they will come back to Blogging again.

ps: when i read FREEQ8's memories, i was touched and wished i lived in that time.

شواطئ جروحي

2006-11-22T20:50:00.000+03:00

ذهبت اليه لأشكي همومي

تأملت في أمواجه لعل أمواج عيوني تلاحقها

تجمدت مشاعري كما تجمد الزمان حولي

وقفت كالصخرة جامدة بلا نبض

حينها عرفت أن مشاعري كلها تلاشت

و أن نعمة البكاء قد سرقها الزمان مني

حينها ادركت ان دموع البحر هي دموعي

و ان هدوء البحر من هدوئي

و أن مجرد وقوفي أمامه كفيل بغسل كل مابروحي

كما يغسل الرمال على من شواطئ جروحي

My Comment on Kechie-Chan

Another Lesson From Life,

2006-11-21T21:55:00.000+03:00

3 Things in A Person's Social Life are Precious, Must be used carefully or it will lose it's Meanings and Value, These Things are:

- Tears.
- I'm Sorry.
- I Love you.

One Thing is More Precious, and The more you use it, The more You become Valuable and Respectful.

FORGIVENESS

Tagged By Yazeed

2006-11-19T12:45:00.000+03:00

Every one who reads it, comment on it is tagged, The Link

You Made it Unfixable

2006-11-18T22:19:00.000+03:00

I still feel bad, posting about it didn't relief me, i didn't "confront " her yet as she demanded, She hurt me and she can't realize her mistake and won't admit it, saying sorry about the wrong thing and giving me the " take it or leave it " apologize made things worst. i was going to let it go, i showed her that i was upset and went away so i won't make things worst, i didn't want to be near her for a while to calm down. but she didn't let it go, she kept saying bad things, she sent some one to tell me what she wanted to say to me, i didn't say a word, she changed what she had said after - i don't know what -, i didn't act about it, i need a space far from her, i need the time alone, i told her i don't want to listen to you for now, she didn't respect that, she kept making it worse and worse! i doubt if this is fixable any more, for the first time in my life i didn't forgive, i didn't let it go, I'm so kind, every one knows that about me, but i won't let people hurt me anymore.

A Lesson From Life

2006-11-18T21:52:00.000+03:00

I thought she was a beautiful Rose

Until she hurt me with her thorns

The South Park ME;)

2006-11-18T14:30:00.000+03:00

Based on No3ik Post, I Present:

Dawn Fairy's South Park Virsion in Different Occasions and Moods

أظلم من الظلام

2006-11-16T17:50:00.000+03:00

فتحت عينيها لتجد نفسها في ظلام حالك، حاولت أن تأقلم عينيها عينيها على الظلام للتوضح ماحولها... انتظرت و انتظرت ... شعرت و كأن زمن قد فات، و لكن قد تكون ثواني ثقيلة لم تمر بسهولة ... لاشيء!

تمد يدها لتتحسس الفراغ المحيط بها... فراغ، شعرت برجليها تتحركان بالفراغ لا اراديا، بل تسبحان بالهواء...
يا الهي هل أنا أقع من مكان شاهق أم العكس أطير ؟
أشاحت بوجهها يمينا و شمالا علها تفيق من الحلم و لكن ... لا شيء !

انها لاتحلم، فأطرافها باردة و كأن طبقة من الجليد تغطيها، بل كأنها بذاتها متجلدة لو أن شيء لمسها لتهشمت... و فجأة شعرت بحرارة تلفح وجهها بشدة رغم برودة أطرافها، أم أن هذه الحرارة متقدة بوجهها منذ أفقت و لم تشعر بها الا هذه اللحظة؟ حاولت التذكر أين كانت و ماذا فعلت و لكن ... لاشيء !

يالهي هل مت؟ أشهد أن لااله الا الله، يارب ارحمني و اغفرلي ... شيء يسيل على وجهي ليبرد لهيبه ... طعم مالح في فمها ..! انها دموع!!! أنا حية ... الحمدلله ... يارب أستفيق من هذا الحلم المحسوس أشد من الواقع.
فتحت عينيها على لمسة دافئة حنونة، و صوت ناعم مألوف .. أمي .. أنا مريضة .. انها تسقيني دوائي ، كم هو مر . غريب كيف لا أشعر بيدها التي تمسح على وجهي و تلامس كفي؟ هل هو المرض؟ لابأس سأعود للنوم الآن.

ظلام ظلام ثم ظلام أشد سوادا و حلكة، يا الهي لقد عاد الحلم الأسود من جديد .. أم أنا عدت ل ... أين؟ ماذا ؟ لا أعلم ! أصرخ و بالأحلام لا صوت للصراخ .... آآآآآه ..... يالهي انتفضت من قوة صوتها الذي تردد صداه لمدى بعيد حتى تلاشى .. أنا لا أحلم فلا صوت للأحلام .. و لابرد و لا حر ... سمعت حفيفا من خلفها فتجمدت مكانها من الرعب ... و أصاخت السمع ... هل سمعت شيئا ... طاااخ ! و كأن انفجارا دوى من خلفها، و كردة فعل لاارادية التفتت خلفها بقوة.

نور ساطع ... شمس حارقة ... غطت عينيها كي ر تصاب بالعمى ... طاااخ! ... ضربة قوية ارتجت لها كل خلايا جسمها .. دوار .. ألم قاتل .. لا أستطيع أن أفتح عيني ... ظلام ... هدوء ... ثم ...
لا شيء
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EDIT

2006-11-12T19:14:00.000+03:00

So I edited my Blog .. I added The Blogs I Read, My Profile and changed my Display Picture.

Think this is simple ? No, I don't know ANYTHING ABOUT HTML, so i did alot of copy pastes and reading between the lines. I'm happy now :P

My Life Time Dream

2006-11-11T22:24:00.000+03:00

I want a Fairy Tale ..
I want to live a Love Story ..

I want a Wedding Ring like the Movies ..

I want to go to Wonder Land .. and then live Happily Ever After

Sprinkle your Magic Dust over me Fairy

Big Q??

2006-11-10T13:57:00.000+03:00

How can you tell some who is lieng into your face that you don't buy it ?

Jobs for men only.

2006-10-31T11:02:00.000+03:00

And the Search for a New Job has begun.

First i was confused, don't know where to start from then i found this Link which was really usefull.

Funny thing that i called an Investment Company and asked them for applying a job, he gave me the instructions then asked me:

Who wants to apply?

i answered it's me.

We dont employ women in our company, he replied!

can you imagine how shock i was! i asked him:

WHY? and is all your employees are men ?

Yes all of them are men, and this is the company's policy.

Couldn't end up the call only by a laugh and a comment of how sexist the company is.

Daisies and Birds

2006-10-30T15:12:00.000+03:00

The sky is blue and the ground is green, the sand is yellow and the birds are flying around.
I wanna be a red rose or a yellow daisy.

I want to be the singing bird in your morning and the bitter tase of your black coffe.

I want to be the sun that wakes you up, i want to be the moon you gaze at night.

let me be your sea and ocean, sometimes quite and some times stormy, let me be the river that flows in your streams.

I dont want to be a gray dot in this colorful sheet,i want to be ....

your all.

الى من يهمه الأمر

2006-10-30T00:40:00.000+03:00

-click on the image-

هذي قيودك حلها من ايديني ... حبن يذل القلب ياناس مابيه

مو حب هذا اللي يسويه فيني ... في فرق بين الحب واللي يسويه

Saturday Diary and the Bless of Sonyericsson

2006-10-28T21:59:00.000+03:00

Dear Diary,

So it is saturday again, and i'm back to work, the weather was lovely today and i burnt my tongue with the coffe like i always do.

I sat in my office doing almost nothing, then decided to have lunch with a friend at her work place, it changed my mood really. getting back to work gave me back my self confidence, beside my life is back in track and my sleeping schedule is not messed up any more.

I took along drive to home with open windows and nice music on the radio, jsut to have some alone time. IT WORKED :)

Just before i arrived home i got this msg from my voice call. HE called me.. i had some of my calls convertred (thank you sonyericsson).

I didnt want to talk to him, i just wana forget about him, and he deserves no explination for that cuz he - sorry for that - wasn't man enough to take resposibility of his actions. so what's the explination for then ?

Any way im through, i might thought it was love but it wasn't, it was just that i found all what i ever dream in a guy in HIM, lacking one big important thing.. Commitment.

Any way i'm not getting any younger or less wiser, i decided not to go in a realationship that won't have any future.

Now tell me, How's your saturday ?

Very Late...

2006-10-27T21:57:00.000+03:00

عيدكم مبارك و كل عام و أنتم بخير

عينان في الظلام

2006-10-27T16:03:00.000+03:00

يمر الوقت طويلا و أنا أعلم أن الوقت لايزال مبكرا، فنحن في أول الليل و أمامي ساعات طوال حتى يبزغ الفجر و أشعر بالنعاس، هذا ان استطعت أن انام. ليلي بدأ يطول و فراغي بدأ يتغلغل فيني ليفتح بمشاعري ثغرات الوحدة. فراغات في عقلي و احساسي كالفقاعات، خالية من كل شيء، و رغم ذلك فهي مؤلمة، أشعر بها تخزني و تقرصني قرصات باردة و جافة، قرصات الوحدة و الملل. كم هي كئيبة تلك الحياة التي أقضيها بالليل، فالليل أسود مظلم، و لاحياة فيه و لاناس. أشعر به و كأني العينان الوحيدتان التي تطل من حولها فلا ترى شيء

A Celebrity and A Good Feeling

2006-10-21T04:11:00.000+03:00

I've seen this site in Jackie's blog so i thought, why not ?

i wasn't surprised by the result i always felt that her eyes reminds me of my self , but still seing her picture being compared to mine gave me a boost to my self esteem ;) i look like a cute celebrity :P

Though i've been told that my smile is like hers

Any way for a silly reason -we girls- feel good about ourselves when people mention some resemblanse between our selves and some celebrity :)

New Skin For 3eed :D

2006-10-21T03:16:00.000+03:00

Now i Love My Blog

Thanks To Papillona

هل أحلم من جديد؟

2006-10-20T02:11:00.000+03:00

عندما كنت أصغر بأعوام، كنت لأحلم بنا ليل نهار و اتخيل حياتنا معا، و أطير في أحلام

اليقظة. و لكن السنين علمتني عندما اصحو من احلامي أجد نفسي غارقة في بركة من دموعي و جروحي، و أن حلمي هو حلم، أي وهم وخيال. و أن ألمي هو حقيقة و احساسي هو الوحدة. لذلك حرمت نفسي من لذة الحلم حتى أصبح خيالي صحراء جافة و متشققة بلا ماء و لا زرع

Disclaimer.

2006-10-20T01:41:00.000+03:00

- what i write in my blog is a top secret, sometimes i copy some articles from my notebook that i dont allow any one to look at.

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- as the weather gets better, and the day getting shorter, my mood will get worse and worse regarding to the hours of sunlight i get evry day. yes i have winter depression.

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- i have like a zillion topics or old written stuff in my note, i dont know which i shall write. and im afraid that i would reveal some things that i shouldn't.

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- i'm enough with ramadan i want to get back to my normal life.

...لن أبوح بسري

2006-10-19T04:30:00.000+03:00

بداخلي احساس بدأ بالنمو... اتجاهله و أتغاضى عنه... لا أريد البوح به حتى لايتحول الى حقيقة. عندما تكون بعيدا عني أتمالك نفسي و أتوب و أقسم على نسيانك، و أحضر في رأسي عشرات الحوارات و الخطط لأبعدك عني... عندها أسمع صوتك فأنسى كل شيء و أرتبك و لا أمتلك الا الموافقة على كل ماتريد... أنا بجانبك أشعر كالطفلة ... سخيفة و ساذجة... لا أجرؤ على تجربة أي من الخطط أو الحوارات التي أعددتها لأني أعلم أنك ستكشفها، ألم أقل اني طفلة ساذجة؟

تعود لي بعد غياب و تقول انك تحبني و تشتاق لي.. لا أصدقك لأنك تختفي بعدها من جديد، فأندم على اللحظات التي قضيتها معك. أنا لازلت في حيرة من أمري، بل منك أنت! بجانبك أشعر بالحنان و الدفء و شغفك الشديد لي، ايماءات بسيطة تقول انك تحبني، و لكنها تزول بعد أن تبتعد عني... ماذا تريد ؟ و لماذا تحبني؟ لقد فقدت الثقة بنفسي لدرجة تجعلني أتساءل لماذا أنا بالذات ؟

أنكر مشاعري لك و أداريها عن نفسي ... لا و لن أبوح بها لمخلوق ... لا أريد أن أعاني من جديد و لا أن أحس من جديد ... و لن أصدق أنك تحبني ... الى أن أتأكد من مستقبلنا معا

Reasons to Quit:

2006-10-18T16:17:00.000+03:00

1- the major reason is that it's been 6 months for me in this job and i absolutely did nothing useful, didnt gain any work experience. at least not a suffiecient experience.

2-the difference between me working in a ministry and in this company is: in both im getting a salary for almost doing nothing, BUT in my job im sitting for a looonger time!

3- the salary it self is good, but considering to the working hours it's NOT.

4- though evryone around me is friendly, but i'm sorry to tell that they are from different worlds than mine, i just can't socialize with them.

5- and again the working hours are very long, considering the (no work) i have to do.

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i guess these reasong are more than enough to let me consider another job.

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I WANT TO QUIT TOO!

2006-10-18T02:34:00.000+03:00

I'm taking a couple of days off till eed, and then i will get back to work, as the time passes i feel i'm getting closer and closer to doing something i hate - WORK - yes i hate my job omg:'( - i know no one does love his work - but really really i feel so stuck in this stupid job. and im this close >.< to quit it but i dont want to do something i regret. i wish i had Frankom's courage but i can't.

and im sorry to tell that the journey to find a new job in Kuwait has begun again :(

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GOD HELP ME

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2006-10-18T02:05:00.000+03:00

اللي يبينا عيت النفس تبغيه

و اللي نبيه عيا البخت لايجيبه

اي لييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييش ؟؟؟

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ps: i'm back el7emdella :)

Remthaaaaaaaan Remthaan Nawar Semana..

2006-10-12T02:04:00.000+03:00

I mean Nawar the Real Sky not the Chanel...

Any way Ramadan is a Holly month that comes once in a year.. with all it's relegious and social rituals and traditions.

It's a month where you will change all your habbits and times. the day will be calm and quiet, and after F6oor ( exactly after 9alat el 3esha ) the life will beat in the streets and houses.

The life is different, and the feelings too, your schedule will flip upside down, and your bed time will be something crazy (say like me :S).

Any way it's just 30 days that will be like a different kind of break, a break that has no routine, that when it will finish, you get back to your normal life, and get to appreciate your daily routine and get more comfortable with it ,, but in a while you will be bored with it, that's when spring or summer vacation will come, or next ramadan to some people; and it will be your next routine breaker.

Time is passing by fast for some people, and slow for others.

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Ps: i wrote this blog in arabic then changed my mind and re-wrote it in english, it is better now.

Hallucination

2006-10-11T17:02:00.000+03:00

الصحة تاج على رؤوس الأصحاء ... لايراه الا أنا

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درجات الحرارة

الصغرى: 38

العظمى: 39.5

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I guess i swallowed a whole pharmacy in the last couple of days.. starting from pain killers and antibiotique to my daily Iron and Zantac

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المرض خلاني بسرعة أتنرفز على أتفه شي و اتحلطم وايد و مايعجبني شي خصوصا الأكل

كل شي ماصخ و أشم ريحة غريبة

(blame the medicines)

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نام على الجنب اللي يريحك

أي جنب ؟ ولا جنب مريحني كل مافيني يعورني

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الحمدلله الذي لا يحمد على مكروه سواه

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That's Why I Cry

2006-10-08T01:26:00.000+03:00

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I cry for the two things that i can't get.
I sob when i see the face of my love ... and when i hear the voice of my friend.
I cry alone in the dark because i can't show them my tears.
How can i explain how much I love some one i'm forbid to love ... and how bad i miss my oldest yet farest friend.
Why can't i grab and hug some one i see and hear?
That's Why I Cry
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حتى عبدالحليم ماسلم

2006-10-08T01:05:00.000+03:00

خلصنا من حليمة و ميريام فارس و بنت النور و بنت الظلام ... طالعين لنا ألحين بعطر حليم ! شنو يعني اهي هبة و بس؟ .. يالله مادري منو سوا عطر على مغنى حتى احنا خنسوي ؟؟ و بعدين مع العرب و تقليدهم الأعمى

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أحد القراء أرسل مسج لجريدة الوطن اليوم ينص على أن كلمة "تلايط" التي يستخدمها يعقوب عبد الله في مسلسل الامبراطورة معناها غير لائق أو كما يقول المرسل : لو يدري شنو معناها جان ماقالها! و يوضح أن الكلمة معروفة عند البدو ... يعقوب من وين طلع هالكلمة ؟؟ خلصت الكلمات الكويتية ؟؟ و شتسوى عليه و علينا و احنا نقولها و ماندري شنو معناها .. اللي يسمون نفسهم فنانين نسوا أن ما سيقولونه

و يعرضونه على الشاشة سيراه الألوف .. و تأثيره سواء السلبي أو الايجابي هو مسؤولية " الفنان" هه

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الكل مشغول اليوم بمباراة البرازيل و يقولون أن الشوارع خالية.. حاولت أتابع المباراة و مع الأسف فاتني أحلى شي فيها " عبدالله الرويشد " ... المهم لما استوعبت أن المباراة معروضة حطيت الكويت و قعدت أشوفهم و اهم يناقزون قبل اللعب ليما مليت و غيرت المحطة و نسيت كل شي عنهم

By the way جم النتيجة ؟ :P

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العيد على الأبواب و تنطرح المشكلة التي تصادفنا كل عيد ... شبنسوي بالعيد ؟ وين بنروح ؟ كل مكان زحمة و هيلق

و عسى الله يعيد رمضان علينا و عليكم كل سنة على خير و بركة انشالله

Gmail Invitation

2006-10-06T02:08:00.000+03:00

Can any one Send me a Gmail invitation Please ?

صباح الحب الخالد

2006-10-05T03:26:00.000+03:00

ما أجمل بوادر الصباح ...و أنا افكر بك يا حبيبي فأبتسم لذكراك... أطل من نافذتي فأرى البحر... موطنك و ملاذك ... فأشتم به رائحتك ... و الشمس تبزغ لتطل خجلة من مهدها... مسترجعة أول لحظة خفق قلبي و قلبك لحب لم يتعد مجال أبصارنا و ظل حبيسا نظراتنا التي نسترقها خلسة لا نريد أن تفضح أمرنا... كم أنت جميل و لطيف بخيالي ... مذاق حبك كالعسل المر الذي يدغدغ فمي ... و لكن هل ستكون هكذا اذا اجتمعنا بيوم؟؟... اذا قدر لنا أن نسير بدرب واحد ... أستمع لأغاني الحب و الحزن ... كم هو الحب مرتبط بالحزن و الوحدة .. و كأنهما توأم ملتصق ... الصباح البكر يصدح بالموسيقى العذبة ... و الطيور تستفيق لتلتقي و تتعانق بالهواء بلا حدود .. أشعر بالغيرة منهم ... فهم أحرار بالهواء .. و نحن و أنا و أنت مقيدين بالأرض ... ملتصقين بالناس... أود لو يتلاشوا ولو لدقيقة... و لكم ماذا سيحصل عندها ؟؟ ... هل لازال جرحك القديم يؤلمك ليجعلك تتناساني؟ هل تعتقد أنها ستجعلك تنساني؟ مستحيل! فأنا أعلم كم تحبني و لكنك لاتعلم!...و يالخيبتي لاتعلم أيضا أنني لم أجرحك بيدي... بل كنت كمن لقي جثة و بجانبها السكين الدامية... فأمسكتها لأبعد الشبهات عن قاتلتك... و قاتلتي ... التي لم تقدر على أن تقتل حبنا رغما عنك و عني ... فهو مدفون بمكان لم تعلم أين هو... و هذا ما سيحدد مصيرنا ... قد نجده و نحتفل به... و قد لانجده ليظل خالدا ... متحديا كل كل قيد بشري الى أن يجمعنا من نفخ فينا الروح التي أوقظت قلبينا

...أكره السياسة

2006-10-04T19:37:00.000+03:00

و أكره أن أقرا أو أكتب عن السياسة ... و اللي يكتب بالسياسة .. و اللي يشتط مع السياسة و الأحداث السياسية .. و أكره السياسة الكويتية بكل نواحيها.. والسياسة العربية و الامريكية .. و أكره أتناقش مع أحد بموضوع سياسي و يشتط و يتعصب و يسوي نفسه فاهم .. و أكره الفلسفة السياسية الزايدة

و مع احترامي .. هذه مجرد وجهة نظر

ملاحظة خارج الموضوع : مالاحظتوا أن الامبراطورة قصة واقعية جدا جدا و تقصد أشخاص معينين بحد ذاتهم ؟ و بالمقدمة مكتوب أن المسلسل من وحي الخيال فقط للتمويه ؟؟

Where Do You Go in Ramadan ?

2006-10-03T15:51:00.001+03:00

Usually in the normal days ( not ramadan ) i prefer staying at home at night and go out in the week ends, but in Ramadan it's diiferent, one day i stayed at home after F6oor o i regret it, it was so boring !

Any way it's nice to go out with family and friends, and here is some of the places and activities to be done in Ramadan's Night:

- Tarawee7.
- Ghabgat o zwarat.
- Chocolate bar or Starbux el bede3.
- Alkoot.
- Temeshy 3al ba7ar.
- Caribou cafe al 9al7eya.
- Maybe el Raya ?
- showrooms ( ma3areth )

بالعربي : برمضان تحلى القعدة " بالهواء الطلق" مع أن الجو هالسنة مرة زوين و مرة رطوبة بس لأي مكان فيه قعدة برة وناسة

What about you where do you like to go in Ramadan's Night?

Dawn Fairy Posts.A.No Secret

2006-10-01T00:37:00.000+03:00

I Hate My Blog

2006-09-30T13:27:00.002+03:00

Yes i do hate it ,, do you know why ?
1- I dont like the way it looks, it has nothing to do with my taste or personality.
2- I feel that my blog looks like an old woman desserted area.
3- what makes me hate it more that im not committing to bloggin on a regular basis.
4- I cant find a particular theme for my posts or the way it looks.
5- whenever i have something nice to post i always have a difficulty to potst it, mostly it would be connection problem, then i lose my interest.
6- the problem i have in my blogs reflects the problems in my life, or let's say the things i dont like in my personality.
7- one of these problems is that it's difficult for me to say whats in my heart, i dont have trust in people, and some times i dont know how much to say, im afraid if i say much i will regret it later.
8- when i write something i have to check it over and over to detect any errors so it will lose the moments effect and will make my thoughts fly away.
9- now i know what i will do, i will write whatever comes to me with no editing, and write whatever i want without any kind of themes, and write anything stupid, after all this is the main point of my blog.
phew ,,, i think i was thinking loudly but it helped :)

Thats what i need now

2006-09-30T13:18:00.000+03:00

In this moment i dont want anything but this ,,,,

Update:

A Nice Massage :)

I removed the picture regarding it content and i apologize for that i guess i was so tired i didnt recognize it well.

المسافر راح

2006-09-27T01:08:00.000+03:00

لاتلوح للمسافر ... المسافر راح

لاتنادي للمسافر ... المسافر راح

يا ضياع أصواتنا بالمدى و الريح

القطار و فاتنا ... و المسافر راح

ذبلت أنوار الشوارع و انطفى ضي الحروف

يالله ياقلبي سرينا ... ضاقت الدنيا علينا

مدري باكر هالمدينة وشتكون؟

النهار و الورد الأصفر و الغصون

هذا و جهك بالمسافر لما كانت لي عيون

وينها عيوني حبيبي ؟... سافرت مثلك حبيبي

المسافر راااااااح

A Usual Saturday Diary.

2006-09-16T11:28:00.000+03:00

It’s Saturday morning, K

I force my self to wake up and head to work.

Feeling so sleepy and yawning a lot because I didn’t have my daily morning super thick and concentrated Turkish coffee, I’m fasting today.

I don’t feel talking to any one; I don’t want any one to talk to me, specially that annoying nosey Egyptian employee – no offense to any nationality -.

Time is passing so slowly, I observe the time in the right bottom corner of the pc every other minute.

My activities are:

-Trying to kill time by reading news papers: Done.

- reading blogs and trying to comment: half done, I can’t comment on most blogs.

- checking my gmail: fails, the mail is blocked.

- Signing to Google talk: fails, for the past couple of weeks the Gtalk decided not to sign me in anymore!

- Surfing the net in a desperate hope to find some unblocked sites. (Thank you IT department!)

My boss decided not to give me any face and avoid me – abrakha men sa3a - since I rejected his order to work on Thursdays! In his dreams.

The company is so quite, only few departments’ work on Saturdays. That’s why I hate it even if I have my super coffee, which by the way sucks and looks like petrol not coffee.

God help me to make the time pass through faster and easily.

PS: Trying to find the best font for this post to fit the occasion.

PSS (or is it PPS?): the blog word has a red line beneath it in the Microsoft word,

Some other alternatives for it:

-bog

-bloc

-blot

-blob

-blow

Interesting

Who Laughs Last...

2006-09-13T11:36:00.000+03:00


Nice video from Pixar. This is the first time i try to post from google video, hope it works :)

Exclusive: Steve Irwin's Last moments.

2006-09-13T11:22:00.000+03:00

Just revealed: The last moments of the Crocodile Hunter Steve Irwin Just before he passes away.

Link

9ba7 el men7a el amereya..

2006-09-13T09:08:00.000+03:00

Men ams bellail wel nas meshta6a o ydaggegoon 3ala ba3ath ,,, tara el men7a nzalat, chaykaw 7sabatkom, dgaw 3al bank – atwaqqa3 all bank lines were busy - … wel blogs el yoom men el 9b7 kelha tetkallam 3an el men7a ,, shno betsawon feha? O ba’y 7sab betkhallonha? weljarayed e3lanat kel 9oob 3an estelam el men7a… bas at least r7omona men el7amla elly kanat ma3 el men7a elly 6afat, welly kanat tshajje3 el nas 3ala el tabarro3 fehom ! remember it ?

Wana doory fe kel halloya … motfarreja faqa6! I know today 7saby zad 200 kd ,,, bas u know what ? 3ady … no special feelings about it … malhom 6a3am, easy come easy go – tathamonan ma3 ray QiYaDiYa and Frankom…

You know why?

Because this 200 Kd will not make us rich … or solve our problems… the inflation is growing in Kuwait and the salaries are the same…

The real Amiri Grant (men7a) will be controlling the decreasing prices and solving all other Kuwait’s financial problems… this will be the Great Men7a.

O 3alaikom bel 3afya 200 Kd J

PS: Kan bewedy akteb el post bel 3araby… Laken el hawa kan Theddy :/

Dawn Fairy Posting From Office

A Letter To My Soul Mete

2006-09-12T12:04:00.000+03:00

A soul mate is NOT a person that you can talk to about anything you want, it’s THE person who you can talk to about things you can't share with others, a person who would listen to you carefully and remembers what you said even if it's been said years ago.

When someone - any one - says to you tell me what's in your heart, speak to me like you're speaking to your self, you won't be able to do that. You know they're saying it out of curiosity; they want to know your secrets just to satisfy their needs of knowing it all.

But when your soul mate asks you that, you start talking and spilling all of your soul's secrets and your pains, even the tiny silly thoughts that you have in your mind.

Dear my soul mate,

You are the one - the only one - who can understand me clearly and right, you want to hear it from me just to make me feel better and relief the weight I carry over my shoulder and heart.

You’re the one who have the gift of lightening my days, and appreciating me for who am I, not how I look and what I wear. I know that you would be glad and happy to solve my problems, and make them look smaller and less complicated.

Just to let you know, I happen to be your soul mate too, and no one can understand you right but me. Yes we understand each other more than we could understand our selves, and it doesn't matter how long we don’t hear from each other, but once we're in need, we'll be there for each other.

Every time it rains I think about you, it is bad enough that we are not meant to be together, but being in my heart and knowing that you’ll think about me when you hear that song, or smile when you look at your driving license, and all that memories we share is enough for me.

My soul mate, I love you, I consider you my other half, and you are closer to me than my own family and friends.

Talking to you that other day turned everything in my life from black to pink.

Your little pink katkoota :)

حلم يوم صيف

2006-09-09T22:42:00.000+03:00

كانت مستلقية على أرجوحتها تحت الشمس الدافئة في شرفة غرفتها، تشرب شايا مثلجا تقطر منه قطرات الندى من سخونة الجو...
ثوبها الأبيض الفضفاض يخفف عنها حرارة الشمس و يشعرها بدفء الحب، و شعرها الكستنائي يدغدها كلما هبت نسمة صيف عطرة بالزهور التي زرعتها في حديقتها الصغيرة فتغمض عينيها لتشتم رائحة الورود الجميلة المختلطة برائحة الصيف، تشعر بالاسترخاء يسري في جسمها و ينمل أطرافها بعد عناء يوم طويل.
تسمع حفيف خطواته خلفها فتدعي النوم ليأتي و يهمس باسمها فتفتح عينيها مبتسمة له، يجلس بجانبها و يشاركها الشاي.
يمسك بيديها الصغيرة لتختبئ بين يديه، تبدأ بسرد أحداث يومها و أسرار قلبها، ليستمع بهدوء و تفهم.
تهب نسمة صيف عليلة ...
تغيب الشمس...
و يطل القمر ليضيء أرجوحتهما الخالية، فيأتي طائر أبيض ليحط على مسند اليد و يغط في سبات يدوم حتى مطلع الشمس ...
فيبدأ يوم صيف جديد.

Balance Game

2006-09-09T15:28:00.000+03:00

How long can you Balance it?!

What is worse ?

2006-09-09T13:26:00.000+03:00

I feel bad I don’t know why? L

I don’t wanna complain bcuz I’m better than a lot of other people who are ill or homeless,, etc…

Trying to find out what making me feel this bad?

Is it bcuz one of my family members is in hospital?

Or is it bcuz in a couple of days or maybe a week I will lose someone for about a year or so and that person has no idea what I’m feeling ?

Or is it bcuz it’s been about 4 months since I got employed in this company and I’m so bored and having no appetite to work in any way?

Yes I’m complaining about my job, bcuz I chose to work in the private sector to really work and have a lot of duties and responsibilities to handle … I’m a person who get bored easily and can be soooo lazy if I did not fill my time with obligations and activities… so the 5^th month is counting now, and yet I don’t have a real work to do? As a marketing analyst, I don’t have any data to analyze! They assigned me with a tele-marketing thing… calling some customers and trying to find new opportunities… god if I wanted a job considering calling people I would mentioned it in my CV!

I’m so bad in the phone, even with my friend I never know when to call or what to say. Add up to that I have a very very long, boring and useless working hour. Now I’m so frustrated, every morning I wake up, and have nothing good to look up forward to.

I’m thinking of changing my job, but where to go? I didn’t complete at least 1 year of experience. Even if I changed jobs, I don’t think that I will have the same advantages that I have in my work now. They are easy with me; I’m the only Kuwaiti in my team; which gives me a good opportunity to develop, and avoid a lot of problems that would be found in a normal Kuwaiti working environment. So I’m between two fires -ya3ny bain narain- : being miserable in a jobless job? Or going to a place god knows what kind of boss or staff I will be dealing with?

Dawn Fairy signing from my office.

Agra3 mogaire3....

2006-09-04T09:51:00.000+03:00

This morning when i was in the way to work, the great marina FM put this song which made me laugh:

agra3 mogaire3 6a7 bel 6asa ... 9aya7 3ala ommah yaby gergashaa,,,

chakchakchakchaackaachaakaa.....

and before that was :

9aboo7aa kha6abha na9eeb oooh kha6abha na9eeb ,, ghathbana wobohaa ghathab ,, o sara allail yal3ashegeen ....

LOL

thakarony bayam gabel... any way fe shay wa7ed mo fahmetah o m7ayerny ??

shno ma3nat hal songs?? :P

waiting for the Big Weekend ;)

2006-08-29T22:55:00.000+03:00

I know i'm New in this blog, yet i don't post regulary for many reasons; one of them is i spend most of my time at work, and i can't access my blog from there.. beside i'm having a really busy week, where i wake up and go out and return at night to sleep...
and the major reason that disourages me to blog is that the connection is so poor, which will make me loose my time for nothing :/
i'm really looking forward to this weekend enshalla.. cuz by Friday i will make a dream that i wanted long time ago to come true :)
so hope soon i will get better connection, more time to blog.
c ya then

Praying Jester

2006-08-21T20:54:00.000+03:00

Do you know the jester when you are praying, and someone disturbs you or calls you, you slap your hands above your knees?? t9affeg be’edek chak chak.
Well I learned this jester from my mom, chak chak which usually mean o999 hehehe, I thought only our family invented it and use it.
So the other day, we had a new Indonesian servant, I was calling her name but getting no answer, I kept calling her and when I passed by her room, I heard over the closed door the famous chak chak sound… I couldn’t help my self smiling and wondering: is that an international muslims jester? Or is it because she used to work to a Kuwaiti family before. :)

Sony Marine Pack

2006-08-20T23:29:00.000+03:00

I’m planning to have a diving license next week enshalla. I’m so excited about it, and I didn’t want to miss the chance to take underwater pictures, I’ve always wanted to do that, once in sharm el sheikh I used the disposable one it sucks, any way I went to the Sony koshk in marina to ask if they have a marine pack for my new W100 Sony camera. He said we brought about 2 and they are soled already, contact this number to provide you more info about it, I said ok but out of curiosity how much will it cost me? 98 KD he said! I looked at my friend and she looked back at me!
Isn’t that expensive? He smiled and said u can get it from Dubai in better prices, I kinda bite my nails regretting that when I was in London and Dubai I forgot to at least look for it there L
Any way I visited the Sony website and searched for it and it was about 200 $ which means it’s only 58 KDs , can any one explain the extra 40 KDs??
Why? I mean why we’re always running so late in technology market? Why they sell the electronic products more expensive here in Kuwait?

Edge or GPRS?

2006-08-19T18:56:00.000+03:00

I have a GPRS connection from MTC for a long time now, it’s getting worse and slower every passing day, and I can’t get any calls when I’m connected… any how I’ve heard about the new Edge technology, I called them and the guy advised me to wait for this service and keep using the GPRS since the Edge or 3G is now having a lot of problems so it’s better to wait for it to settle and get better, I’m not an expert on this, I still have the old sonyerricsson W800i. So any one can advice me about upgrading my connection, besides I’m thinking of getting new sonyericsson mobile, any suggestion?

Dawn Fairy Posting From Office

6a7at 3alay ! old Gal Chat Part 2

2006-08-18T23:51:00.000+03:00

As u can see in my profile,,my blog is my own secret place,

Place: MSN
Time: 4:30 pm Friday

S: nice blog ;)
Me: HEEEY! Shdarrach :
S: i know ppl who know ppl :P
Me: ya shagool hehehehe
S: mit min il thi7ik laman garaitah :P
Me: it's my secret place shtaben
S: awal shay ehehe if u want a secret place .. try some place other than the internet
Me: who would know that's me ?
S: and second .. ekhty likes to read blogs .. faa she saw urs and told me to see it
turns out she is very smart i underestimated her

I call her and we cracked up.. tears and a lot of laughs hehehehe
SO HER sis Ftha7atny lol ;P i salute you lil S ;)

Old Gal Chat

2006-08-17T00:02:00.000+03:00

Place: MSN
Time: 10:30 PM Wednseday

Me: helloo S How r u ? LOOOOOOOOONg time no seeeeeeee.
S:wallaa tamaam tawni rada min il dawam ..
Me: lail7en dawamech till 9 :S
S: i'm leaving il qisim after rmithan inshallah .. ana kil shahar agool next month :P

Me: ya entay 3al hal 9ora el sexeya;)
S:hathy loo tshoofen(guy works with her)reaction when he saw it
Me: didn't he get married to another girl?
S: yeah he did, evryone was shock when they knew, they were like !!! what about S??
Me: get over him. meet some one else.
S:ba3dain ana waini wain i meet some one ..i barely leave the house
Me:shda3wa if u leave house fe awadem..
damn it mla7tha enna men takharajna mako shay new!
S:i know !!!
laaa mawjoodeeen .. bes they're eaither too young, married or gay
atleast bil jam3a kan fee adventures :P

blah blah blah

Me: ta3alay how is ( guy used to study with us i fixed her with him) ??
S:flan madry 3anah ila wain oo wain ..
sooo what about u .. no new love interest ?
Me: lol ....

Gossip Gossip Gossip

Me: tla7then whenever we meet up enshala lo 3ogob malyon sena
we have same conversation .. same gossip about same people:P
S: hahahahahahaha oh my god !!! u're right
Me: we're such losers!
S: atleast we're the only ones that know it
Me: i hope so :$

Mind Absent?

2006-08-16T22:28:00.000+03:00

Every time I want to post a blog or even try to write anything... I have it all in my mind; suddenly I lose the connection between my brain and fingers! Why this is happening to me I don’t know... if I could write exactly what I want to, I would publish books and novels. Sometimes I have brilliant ideas and materials to write... when I tend to note them down ... poofffff! Gone :(

My head is so crowded with thoughts I want to let them go, sometimes I can’t rest or sleep with all these conversations going in my head with my self or other people that I’m gonna talk with later. Ah it’s noisy really.

In controversy... when I write something down, like a memo or a note. I can’t remember it unless I read it again!

And to make it even worse, no thanks to technology called spell check in word or dictionary in mobile, I forgot how to spell most of the words because I got used to be corrected by a software!

and when I write; I can’t get to the point and I lose connection between Ideas which makes me blah blah blah like just what I did !

No place to relax!

2006-08-15T15:20:00.000+03:00

Why it is difficult or maybe impossible for a girl to walk alone without being followed or annoyed here in Kuwait?

Yesterday I was in Chili's with my family, and since I came in a separate car, I walked out alone... the weather was lovely and the sky is shining with half moon, it was so quiet and relaxing... I can see the reflection of the moon on the sea and it was really amusing,, I wanted a moment alone to sit on the beach and just do nothing,, I couldn't do that bcuz I didn't felt comfortable of going alone since its getting a lil bit late,, I wasn't sure if it's safe either.

Yeah there is no place to relax in Kuwait... Especially for a girl to walk alone and relax, admire the scene of the sea, or enjoying the quiet and peace of the moment...

I remember long time ago I was upset and went with my friend to sit on the beach; behind Applebee's al mangaf... it was awful... I mean the view and the weather was amazing, but u can see all the eyes staring at us since we're the only girls who happens to be alone there,

Is it something wrong to sit and chat with a friend (girls only) on the beach? Why do they make the place looks like somewhere to do bad things only!

Any how I decided that the better way for me to relax is to get an 2 hr appointment in the Spa Time ,, spoil myself a little bit and enjoy the peace there.. My favorite place J

Then I closed my eyes and imagined you holding my hands, walking bare foot on the beach, under the moonlight.

Dawn Fairy Blogging from my office

Yawning

2006-08-09T12:36:00.000+03:00

aaaaaaaaah , today is wednsesday, weekend yay:D
i woke up today about 10:30! i remember i was pressing the snooze button on both mobiles while the alarms were ringing.. yeah 1 alarm is not enough for me.. any how i slept early yesterday around 11:30 or less maybe ,, i donno how i couldn't woke up early this morning! i dreamt about taking a sick leave i thought it was real, so i did it ... called up work and told them im not feeling well today can i have a sick leave, and the man said yeah sure.. thx could i called the minute i woke up when my voice still horrible and sounds really sick hehehe.. god bless this man Aman,, he told me we'll not gonna deduct this day from u just sign a sick leave from a doc and bring it on sat.. he says im like his daughter.. isn't he sweet,, esem 3ala mosamma Aman :)
i had my breakfast at bed yahoo :D which was a coffe and a pieace of chocolate.. im on diet and thats what Dr told me to had ... not yummy for me im not a sweeet tooth i like salty foods.. so nothing nice about starting my day with chocolate,, but gotta do it i wanna loose weight.
i'm sitting at my room, nothing good to watch on tv im soo bored! and it's still 12:30 .. i killed the joy of weekend.. the great feeling i have once i finish work and head to home knowing tomorow is thursday usually makes me so happy.
i should benefit my time and do things i have to do for more than 2 weeks :S ( like cleaning my room and talking what is left in my travel bags to put it in the cabins! )
before all that i should find a doctor and give him a good excuse for 1 day sick, im not a lier though im not really sick but i dont feel ok speccialy when i just woke up.

توم جيري و ابداع فنون

2006-08-08T19:51:00.000+03:00

لفت نظري أمس في جريدة الرأي العام ص 17صورة كارتونية للفنانة القديرة حياة الفهد و الفنان القدير سعد الفرج... فرحت جدا برؤيتها و لكن فرحتي قوبلت بالاحباط عند قراءة العنوان و من ثم الموضوع.. الفنانون رافضين رفضا قاطعا فكرة تحويل عملهم الفني و هو المسلسل الاذاعي ( المقدر كاين ) الى كارتون !! بالاضافة الى رفضهم الفكرة هم معترضون أساسا على عمل قناة فنون بتحويلهم لشخصيات كارتونية بدون أخذ الاذن منهم .. و في هذه معهم حق

لكن أسباب الرفض لم تقنعني .. باعتبارهم من فنانينا القديرين شيء جميل أن يقدم لهم عمل فني كرتوني للصغار و الكبار .. مع أخذ العلم أن هذه ستكون سابقة في الأعمال الكويتية

من أسباب رفض الفنان سعد الفرج هو على حد قوله:

" لسنا توم و جيري ليحولونا الى كارتون"
توم و جيري من أقدم و أنجح الكارتونات في العالم ... لولا نجاحه لما ظل يعرض و بتكرار حتى يومنا الحاضر .. و نسبة مشاهديه هم من الكبار بقدر ماهم من الصغار. ..
كما ذكرالفنان محمد العجيمي :
" مجتمعنا لايعير أهمية لهذا النوع من الفنون و هناك فئة كثيرة ترفض الرسوم المتحركة"

من قال لانهتم ؟؟ هل تذكرون عندما عرض قطعة 13 أول مرة ؟؟ لا أقول انه عمل مثالي لكن في اليوم التالي لعرضه تجد الجميع يعلقون عليه و يقنبسون منه .. حتى كنا أنا و زملائي في الجامعة نتنافس على تقليد شخصياته.
الكويتييون ليسو مهتمين بهذه الأعمال لسبب: لا يوجد بأرشيف الكويت الفني الا كم محدود من الاعمال الكرتونية و أغلبها رديئة فلماذا يهتمون بها؟
الكويتيون كلهم يشاهدون الكارتون ... و لاتصدقوا نكرهم لذلك – أنا أتحدث عن الكبار - لأني و بأم عيني شاهدت العديد من الرجال المثقفين و الكبار، آباء وأمهات، مهندسين و محامين، مندمجين بحلقات الكارتون و بتوم و جيري ... حتى بالسينما عندما ذهبت لرؤية
Ice Age 2
الصف الذي كان جالس أمامي كله رجال ..و أعتقد أنهم ربع ديوانية وحدة و كانوا أول من يضحك و يعلق على هذا الكارتون الرائع.
فهل من أحد ينكر عدم محبة الكويتيين للكارتون ؟؟
لم لا ياسعد الفرج؟
لم لا يا حياة الفهد؟

مشواركم الفني أكبر من ان نغير نظرتنا لكم أو ينزل من مستواكم الفني الفني العريق
رؤيتكم في عمل فني كارتوني سيكون أروع شيء عرض في رمضان منذ سنين ... فلنبتعد عن الأعمال و المسلسلاات المأساوية
خذوا المجازفة و أبدعوا بهذا العمل... فكرة عبقرية من فنون.
و لنجتمع لرؤية شيء جديد :" كارتون كويتي بحت بشخصيات و أصوات كويتية قديرة"
ملاحظة للكبار فقط و بخاصة الرجال: ليس عيبا أو شيء نستحي منه أن تشاهدوا توم و جيري أو أي كارتون آخر

فهل تشاركوني الرأي؟

Discover the 90/10 Secret: It will change your life

2006-08-07T10:07:00.000+03:00

Long Post but realy useful

Motivational Articles | November 20, 2001

The 90/10 secret is incredible! Very few know and apply
this secret. The result? Millions of people are suffering
undeserved stress, trials, problems, and heartache. They
never seem to be a success in life. Bad days follow bad
days. Terrible things seem to be constantly happening.
Their is constant stress, lack of joy, and broken
relationships. Worry consumes time, anger breaks
friendships, and life seems dreary and is not enjoyed to
the fullest.. Friends are lost. Life is a bore and often
seems cruel. Does this describe you? If so, do not be
discouraged. You can be different!. Understand and apply
the 90/10 secret. It will change your life! What is this
secret?

10% of life is made up of what happens to you.
90% of life is decided by how you react.

What does this mean? We really have no control over 10% of
what happens to us. We cannot stop the car from breaking
down. The plane may be late arriving, which throws our
whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic. We
have no control over this 10%. The other 90% is different.
You determine the other 90%! How? By your reaction. You
cannot control a red light, but you can control your
reaction. Don't let people fool you, YOU can control how
you react! Let's use an example.

You're eating breakfast with your family. Your daughter
knocks over a cup of coffee onto your business shirt. You
have no control over what just happened. What happens next
will be determined by how you react.

You curse. You harshly scold your daughter for knocking
the coffee cup over. She breaks down in tears. After
scolding her, you turn to your spouse and criticize them
for placing the cup to close to the edge of the table. A
short verbal battle follows. You storm upstairs and change
your shirt. Back downstairs you find your daughter has been
to busy crying to finish breakfast and get ready for
school. She misses the bus. Your spouse must leave
immediately for work. You rush to the car and drive your
daughter to school. Because you are late, you drive 40
miles an hour in a 30 mph speed limit.. After a 15 minute
delay and throwing $60 away, you arrive at school. Your
daughter runs to the building without saying good-bye.
After arriving at the office 20 minutes late, you find you
forgot your briefcase. Your day has started terrible. As it
continues, it seems to get worse and worse. You look
forward to going home. When you arrive home you find small
wedge in your relationship with your spouse and daughter.
Why? Because of how you reacted in the morning.

Why did you have a bad day? ___
A) Did the coffee cause it?
B) Did your daughter cause it?
C) Did the Policeman cause it?
D) Did you cause it?

The answer is d. You had no control over what happened
with the coffee. How you reacted in those 5 seconds is
what caused your bad day. Here is what could have and
should have happened.

Coffee splashes over you. Your daughter is about to cry.
You gently say "It's OK honey, you just need to be more
careful next time". Grabbing a towel you rush upstairs.
After grabbing a new shirt and your briefcase. You come
back down in time look through the window and see your
child getting on the bus. She turns and waves. You and your
spouse kiss before you both go to work. You arrive 5
minutes early and cheerfully greet the staff. Your boss
comments on how good of day you are having.

Notice the difference. Two different scenarios. Both
started the same. Both ended different. Why? Because of how
you REACTED. You really do not have any control over 10% of
what happens. The other 90% is determined by your reaction.
Here are some ways to apply the 90/10 secret.

=> If someone says something negative about you, do not be
sponge. Let the attack roll off like water on glass. You do
have to let the negative comment affect you! React
properly and it will not ruin your day. A wrong reaction
could result in losing a friend, being fired, getting
stressed out, etc.

=> How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic? Do
you loose your temper? Pound the steering wheel? (A friend
of mine had the steering wheel fall off!) Do you curse?
Does your blood pressure skyrocket? Do you try and bump
them? WHO CARES if you arrive ten seconds later at work?
Why let the blue car ruin your drive. Remember the 90-10
principle, and do not worry about it!

=> You are told you lost your job. Why lose sleep or get
irritated? It will work out. Use your "worrying" energy and
time into finding another job.

=> The plane is late. It is going to mangle your schedule
for
the day. Why take out your frustration on the flight
attendant? She has no control over what is going on. Use
your time to study, get to know the other passenger , etc.
Why get stressed out? It will just make things worse.

You now know the 90-10 secret. Apply it and you will be
amazed at the results.

Answer this Riddle:

2006-08-06T21:02:00.000+03:00

A lemon = 1 fils/piece

An orange = 20 fils/piece

An apple = 50 fils/piece

You have 1 KD (1,000 fils)

You have to buy 100 pieces of fruit with that limit of 1 KD.. you have to spend it all

Solve... by telling me how many pieces of each fruit you bought!

GOOD LUCK

Good morning Kuwait

2006-08-05T19:20:00.000+03:00

Laish e7na kel yoom el 9eb7 ngoom nro7 el dawam?

Laish el dawam mayyena?

The problem is that we all net7al6am of getting up in the morning and heading to the work, ok then simply don’t go to work.

When u decides not going to work what will u do really? Sleep? Go shopping? Go to the shalaih or the beach? Then what to do in the weekend?

After I graduated last year, I decided to stay at home for a while, then I was too lazy to apply at any job, dewan el khedma was not an option but yet it wasn’t open by the time, the while turned into months, the months turned into a year ella shahar (hence 11 months) all this time I was jobless, sleep turned over most of the time, I did everything I could do , starting from painting workshops, learning to cook in the middle of night where everyone was sleeping and I’m starving since my last meal (breaklunch) was about 5-6pm! Tried to build a hobby, I discovered I like candles, I learned how to make them, start my small project, I made at home a really nice collection of scented colored candles, sold most of them, and gave some of them as a gift, and stopped! Oh my god I never continue anything, not my cooking, not my painting in the work shop till now, not the candle making, the best thing I did is the big make over for my room ( our room – me and sis )

The result was great everyone loved it, 7asafa I didn’t have any pics of the old messy room, but now i'm happy yeey: D I will celebrate my new room with my birthday 22nd of September this year enshala.

Any way after all the laziness I’ve been through, all the ups and mostly downs of feeling useless in this life. I started just sitting at home and relaxing and enjoying it (oh by the way I also joined a gym for a whole year and attended only 1 month in Ramadan)

I concluded that:

All the Kuwaiti people especially the youngsters complain about their study or work. If they don’t have any or in a vacation they complain about the Malal in Kuwait! People stop it! We are bored bcuz we mostly have everything, and have the choice to go out whenever we want, buy whenever need and don’t need, travel any time , kashta bel mo7atharat or dawam. So we are brats, spoiled aren’t we?

We should start appreciation all the bliss’s we have and had (no enough space to mention them) start to pray to god and say el 7emdella 3ala kel 7al.

Look at what happening to the world, tsunamis and earthquakes, wars in Lebanon, Iraq and almost everywhere, and we are sitting in starbucks, marina or eating sushi with friends.

So at the end we shall all say:

الحمد لله على كل حال

و من نظر الى مصيبة غيره هانت عليه مصائبه

2006-08-03T14:05:00.000+03:00

Hello Bloggers, reader and commentors,

This is the day i start my blog and post my first Blog ....
i really dont know what to write .. i'm a begginer in this and for my first blog i wanna salute the bloggers who i enjoyed reading for them and get inspired by:

BloBoz you are the first blog i ever read, it was like one year ago. i actually didnt know what that was and what is a blog ;P dont stop writing k ?
Jackie i read ur blog on a daily basis starting last week and enjoying it.
Q8 Davinci The wise blogger and the God father

and all other bloggers that i keep exploring evryday :)

waiting to read ur comments and advice.